still

like "we don't talk anymore" song

we don't talk anymore

since that time

we don't talk and care at each other anymore

but now 

every sec

every hour

every day

every night

i still

thinking about you

hoping the better for you

and after we don't talk anymore

i don't know what to do anymore

what i want or what i desire

i don't know any of it anymore

should've known that your love is a game

if i knew from the first

maybe i can still stand firm

maybe that's why i hate you

but i can't hate you

i hate you that i love you

you slowly killing me

but i don't mind

cause i still

love you after what happened.

still

until now

still.

past

at first, i don't know you well
i  thought just play'in around is fine for me
i lay my head over your shoulder at that time
even though  you've someone else in your life
when  the time passed you break up
i thought maybe the time is come up for us
i  gave you the flower in valentine days
as the time passed we care and hate at each other like a kid
but whats more when i'm act sulking
someone always come to you
and i'm just like nothing to you
even when you  lied to  me for everything
i still pretend it was nothing
then one day i saw a star falling n make a wish
a wish i thought might never come true
you  break  up again for the several  times
and i drunk up in one day
don't know what happend i text you again
we communicate again through  text and call
but i went back i just want you to know me more
and i want to know you more
but the problem always coming
we start hating each other again
when we met up we act like don't know each other
but you're a lesson to me

i still have so many doubt in heart n mind i don't know what i feel i just want her try to understand me well and i want to show her what i feel towards her i guess thats all !!

Life Meaning ??

sebenarnya
apa sih arti kehidupan itu ?
apa akhir tujuan hidup kita di dunia ini ?
itu masih menjadi pertanyaan yang belum dapat gw temukan jawaban nya
karena kita lahir dan akhir nya akan meninggal
dan apa yang akan kita dapatkan setelah meninggal ?
ketenangan kah ?
kurasa bukan itu..
melainkan tidak ada yang kita dapatkan ..
sebenarnya apa yang kita coba raih dalam hidup ini ?
yang kita raih pada akhir nya akan menjadi abu..
tidak ada yang sempurna dalam hidup ini..
jadi apa arti kita hidup serta tujuan nya ?
mungkin anda sekalian dapat berbagi komentar anda di sini..
^^
mari kita temukan jawaban itu bersama"

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Hari Minggu kemarin gua pergi sm om, ii, nenek, sm ade gua
kt semua pergi ke Pluit Village aka PV
pertama" sih ke tempat baju, cari baju baru buat keponakan mereka
hehehe
teruz om gua tanya beli bb sana si meme suruh papa u bayarin
setelah itu
gw kasih tw klo gw pernah di tawarin jg buat beli bb
cman ya gmn gt..
nama nya org klo tiap tahun d beliin barang yg kt mau..
jd nya gmn ya rasa nya..
bisa d bilang enggan gt..
truz ya gua bilang ajah ntar..
ii sm nenek gw pegi liad baju buat keponakan mereka
gw sm om gw ke d-best liad" brg elektronik
truz ii gua yg 1 lg selesai parkir sm ade gw dah ktemu ii n nenek gw.
setelah selesai pergi beli barang.
om gw bilang yuk ke toko hp liad bb..
suruh kt be2 beli gt..
ternyata papa gua dah ok.. kt nya klo mw beli tinggal bilang ajah..
so kt ke toko hp liad hrg bb n detail
abis 1 jem'an br d kt beli
gua beli onyx n ade gua beli gemini
hehehe
tp pake nya pas pertama masih kagok.. n skg dah gk lg..
hehehe
gt deng...